The problem is that stopping at the race of her subjects is reductive and obfuscates her motivation—which is more complex and quite beautiful. Yes, she has chosen to feature people, who like her, have traditionally not been seen as worthy of being on museum walls. But also, and before all else, she wants to do what she loves (painting) to honor what she loves. She has been exasperated by the mishandling of her story: “People’s capacity to understand the intention behind the work and my commitment to it and my commitment as a practitioner first, is so hard. All of the language becomes so important, in helping—as one of ‘the onlys’ in the space—to define other people’s relationship to it,” she says.
Case in point: Living upstate, Casteel has been drawn to the earth. Once she moved there full time, she found herself choosing time in the garden over the studio. Like the street vendors and neighbors who had enthralled her when she was working in Harlem, the landscape and her plot in their seasonal machinations became the focus of her loving attention. But, she didn’t think to paint them, she says, because the story that had been constructed around her (and by extension her newfound success), associated her with the figure, especially the Black one. And while she resents a narrative that “shrinks the breadth of the work that I do,” as she puts it, the voices in her head also made her question whether the value people placed on her as a painter might diminish if she ventured out to new subjects. “The whole narrative of what it means to be a painter and what people value as it relates to me as a painter in this moment was superseding the thing that I just wanted to paint.”
Ultimately, and with her husband’s encouragement, she said screw it and the result was liberating. “I’m now starting to paint landscapes and still lifes, leaning into the questions of light and space and form within the context of a still life or my immediate surroundings as they are changing,” she says. A few of those pieces debuted in Jordan Casteel: In Bloom at Casey Kaplan gallery last fall to great acclaim.1 Casteel says landscapes and still lifes feel like self-portraits because the flowers she paints either have significance in her personal history or because they were coaxed to life by her own hand. Take the painting from which the show gets it title: In the foreground is a beautiful riot of zinnias in her garden. The flower was a favorite of her beloved grandmother and “nods to what’s important to me,” she says. “I see my own labor in it. It’s not about observing the things that are most true for you in this moment. It’s about observing the things that were most true for me.”
“I have seen enough examples of institutions using, abusing and cycling through a person like me with no recourse.”
The branching out was so pivotal that she held on to the first painting in the series, Woven. It hangs in her home and reminds her, essentially, to stay free. “The practice has to be willing to stretch and grow. I don’t want people to define me. I need the practice not to be defined,” she emphasizes. The move upstate has been a catalyst for this process. “I just knew that I could potentially have more balance and sense of self, that the art world and the expectations around my growing name and career would need the grounding that the land could offer,” she says.
Casteel’s love of the city and her world there is still alive; she still owns a home in Harlem and was in the city last week for an exhibition opening. But she thrives on the life she leads between those visits, filled with time in the garden, “keeping my hands moving in other ways than just the studio.” And she is slowly beginning to find her people here. She mentions a local writer friend and a family that owns a local restaurant who she plans to paint. She trusts that others will follow. “Now that I’ve been here full time, I’m finding that as soon as you sit somewhere for a period of time, people appear. It might take me a little longer to find them here. But there’s a whole world of people that can open up through one person’s introduction. And it’s already beginning to happen,” she says.
The need for a pared down life is born of a lot of success packed into a small number of years and at a young age. Add to that the tax of being a Black woman and the whiplash of being touted by institutions that have historically excluded people who look like you. It requires a lot of tightrope walking, triple guessing and holding up of the weight that has been placed on your shoulders—no matter how grateful you are to be chosen to carry it. Casteel is aware of the hazards. “I have seen historically enough examples of institutions using, abusing and cycling through a person like me with no recourse. There is real potential for that in my mind, regardless of the amount of accolades that I’ve had.”
For Casteel, the only way to be immune to that is to focus on the work and its meaning. At this point, that looks like tending to the cycles of life, be it a person or a blossom, or her own evolution. “That’s where the practice derived itself: from being in the world and being curious and discovering people and things,” she says. “I don’t want to burn out. I want to do this for a very long time.”